thanks for all the info, trini and ben. it's so great to have experienced people to help me out with this.
well, it seems i have a LONG way to go before i would even be able to do stillman anyway! hahaha
my week of cabbage soup has taught me a lot:
my end-of-the-night drinks may be a full fledged drinking problem as i could not go the whole week without alcohol.
besides drinks on night 3, i stuck to CSD until day 4. i was seriously starved and my head hurt. the back of my head and my neck were throbbing and i wasn't thinking very clearly. must be not enough water. i had some bananas and i small piece of pizza. also some homemade chicken soup. the pain stopped.
i began to have scrambled eggs for breakfast days 5-7, and followed the rest of the food plan except for that, but i drank all of those nights.
i lost exactly 5 pounds, and i am very happy with that, since i have not worked one bit of excercise in yet, and am still struggling with giving up alcohol.
the best thing about this first attempt at CSD is that it reduced my appetite to a somewhat normal level. it really did. i am still motivated and when i try again next month, i should be able to follow it all the way.
trini, the atkins board i always went to is called active low carber forums. but i will check out yours too. i love getting support on message boards. it's weird how you have to kind of get obsessed with this kind of stuff, but the people in your life aren't the ones who neccesarily want to hear it. and you're right on with FOCUS----it's the mindless choices that got me here, and focus is the opposite of that!! i see that some of you make charts and track things, and that's what i have to learn.